The blues

As he lay next to her on the bed, he looked at her. She was fast asleep. The alcohol from last night making her sleep a little more soundly. He kissed her softly on the neck. Moving a little closer to her, he wrapped his arm over her and closed his eyes. He didn't feel like sleeping. Looking at her face again, he was filled with anxiety. The fear of loss. He'd told himself that he wouldn't love so deep that it would have the power to hurt him. But this girl. Oh, this girl! She made him something that he thought he couldn't handle. She was his life. Her eyes were the only eyes he would look for when he would be happy. This nose, he always mocked her about. Telling her it was too long for her face. He kissed this nose and he knew there is no other nose he would be kissing rather that his wonderful woman's. He looked down at her lips and smiled. Thinking of how her lips curve when they make her face look even more beautiful. He could do anything for her- she would too you know. She was one of those who would lose anything to be with him. He knew that. In these 2 years, he'd had enough proof and show of what he meant to her. A feeling of uneasiness still clenched him. What if she went away? What if she found her happiness in someone else? The sheer thought of this kicked him right in his nuts. He felt like he couldn't breathe. She felt like the reason he lived for. The thought of her with someone else? He felt like the most important part of his body would be taken away, and more importantly- his soul. He knew he could not live without her. Oh how he would rip that man out of his skin. He would cut any hands which touched her. He was very uncomfortable now, with the worst thoughts in his mind. She moved a little, opened her eyes. She slowly turned towards him. When she looked at him, he could feel that she was looking at him like he was the only person she wanted to wake up next to. She kissed his lips very tenderly and said-" I wish I wake up like this everyday of my living life". He smiled, and kissed her back. Everything was fine with the world then.